life as i know it

I used to write down my wish list, and wished for it before the new year kicked in or before the birthday cake’s candle burnt out. Gone are those days when I bother so much about new year’s resolutions. Gone are those days when I was being so hopeful about how a birthday candle might twist the fate and grant all my wishes. Let’s face it. It’s good to have a dream, but I have decided to be kinder to myself and not to blame myself during December period for having a bunch of uncompleted/unfulfilled new year’s resolutions.

Honestly, I am quite tired of my current point. I have no end and growing worries. I feel lonely amidst the crowd. Sometimes disconnected. I really need some excitement. A change (not sex change though). 2011 was certainly not a good year to me, if not worst. But, after giving it some thought, we will never appreciate sugar if we have never tasted the lemon, right? I’ve gone through many rocky rides and believe me, there will always be ways out. I think universe has its way in dealing with issues.

So, turning 29, I wish for more wisdom, and huge chunk of lucks and fortunes. I guess, it is just as simple as that. Happy birthday to me.